I’m sorry

I’m sorry mom.

I don’t always return
the many calls
you make when
pacing those halls

I should reassure you
that I’m OK,

You’re worried
& not sure
of where I am,
or if I’ve found my way…

You’re surprised
I’m now married,

“You better not be!”,
you exclaim on
our machine

All those 15 years
just suddenly vanished
like the breeze…

I’m sorry,
It just hurts so much
to hear you lost
and wanting out.

It may be a selfish reason,
and feels a bit like
a cop out…

I pray your angels
keep you
close
& free of fear,
at least Until
the day
we can be near

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